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Only Decisions

by Nowhere Near The End

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1.
Hard Dreams 03:33
I have these hard dreams i will pursue I have these hard dreams i will pursue Straight from the start, realign your heart. The one that you stand up everyday to show you've got. You can't have no, no love inside cause no dreams will arise. What do you have pounding in your chest? Open your eyes and see what you can achieve. with an arsenal of hope and friends who fight for the same dreams. we're all fighting for one thing. One thing! and we will fight under the banner of hope. Struggle won't resist. Struggle won't resist. I have these hard dreams, i will pursue and in shadows we will shine through out with dark life. I throw my hands up to the sky cast others aside these dreams will arise these dreams will arise. I don't need you doubting my life, No! I don't need you doubting my fucking life. Everybody's looking down on me from above. I look right back at them and scream this is what i love. I give it all for everything i love. You're hating me for who i am and rejecting me for what i do. (one thing you will never do is change what i pursue) I have these hard dreams i will pursue I have these hard dreams i will pursue
2.
I refuse to exist. To conform to this world. I'm not going to die a victim or agree with just existing. I will achieve something far more greater than a mainstream culture. I will die assured, knowing i am in control. I am in control now, I am in control now. In this moment i am content with who i am and the way i feel. I could die right now and i would die happy. Tomorrow is a promise never kept. This fucking culture it doesn't even faze my life or even cross my mind. I will prevail upon this culture, this fear, this mess. You can do the same just get it off your chest. Free you self! This culture will bring you down, cut you short of achievement then throw you to the ground. Turn it around. Can't agree with just existing. I know what i'm risking. Easily influenced by a way of life. One that offers no reward just a promise you will die, no sense of value. but i assure my self that i have found meaning in this moment when my heart stops beating. I won't die worthless my voice will keep ringing. Conserve no more I refuse to exist. To conform to this world. I will achieve something far more greater than a mainstream culture. I will die happy, knowing i am in control. I am in control now, I am in control now. In this moment i am content with who i am and the way i feel. I could die right now and i would die happy. I will die happy, i will die happy, i will die happy.
3.
After Image 02:06
I can't fight it. I won't deny this anymore. Iv'e gone against everything i stand for. I'm no longer moving forward. I wake up everyday and i don't know why. I've got this vision in my head i'm watching my self die i was never truly moving forward. I know you hate everything about me and i couldn't agree with you more. It's the only life I've got i will make it worth living for. I don't want to fit in. I don't want to stand out. I don't want much but i know i want out of a cruel world. One that made me look away. I've turned my back it's safe to say an after image of who i used to be is all i see. I'm not who i once was. i admit I've changed. I admit everything, but i am who i am and i stand where i stand. I've lifted my self up I've still got my head and to you i say. If your anything like me, i feel your pain. just know the hatred pumping through our veins won't be what we exchange. We can remain. We can remain...
4.
Call me arrogant fuck I know I am I won't take from this world Don't expect anything to fall in my hands fuck I know I am, for taking this path (IM sure you found an easy way to live your life. I don't live life that way, I live for today) Rationalizing it is not for me but these thoughts that crush through me allow me to see why I live you for today on my own There's so much more than anger and rage that fuels the way I live my life everyday, on my own Every fucking day I avoid that outlook, balance is collapsing Taking the bitter way has never came easy to me draining me of all my energy struggling I know I am But for fact in the end it's only made me a better man A true hearted man I will prove I am (IM sure you found an easy way to live your life but i don't live life that way, I live for today) the back bone of my decisions have left me with only strength left me with only strength I'm sure you found an easy way to live your life I don't live life that way, I live for today I have not one explanation for the path I'm chasing comparing myself in terms of compliance to justify meaning Is something I'm leaving Behind me (I'm empty I'm broken I'm nothing) to anyone who isn't me I deserve this only decisions define me (I'm empty I'm broken I'm nothing) to anyone who isn't me I deserve this, this is me.
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Disposition 03:14
I never want to be like you I know Im not the only one close my eyes on all I've seen, and be the person i need to be. I will forget all I've been shown, and learn this lesson on my own. I look around and all I see empty heads and hollow hearts, prove to me there is something more than a beat in your chest I dont believe I was just a kid then now I feel Im a man Im probably wrong again, but that doesn't change a thing this is something you can't change about me I feel the way I feel left alone to deal with the hatred I swore I would never feel I won't let this surface I will define a greater purpose without you forward through the push and the pull. Leaving behind moving foward not certain on who I am knowing who I am not I've kept my composure for far to long I will not accept anything you do and I'd expect none the less in return from you. losing touch with the one's you needed the most the one day you hoped to never come has arrived I've learned to live without you in my life So as the distance between us grow ever greater the tension of my disposition is finally released I will move forward no chain attached to you I will have nothing to do with you.

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released August 2, 2012

Recorded @ Think Sound Studio's by Drew Fulk
Artwork by Aaron Marsh @ Forefathers Group

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